Hello everyone, I've been going through crap for the last 8ish years. However for the last month or so I've been trying get the courage to ask my parents(19 years old) for help and that I'm a wreck. However I'm not sure what I'm really afraid of that keeps me from asking as it all feels like a routine that I can't break even if I got the help I might need.
My second issue is they are pushing very hard to get a job or I'll be kicked out over winter. Which I have given an effort to but I continually get rejected whenever I try.
Basically I want to know how I can ask them for help without ruining the week for them. Or if that is as impossible as it feels how much time should I expect to need to ask for help and minimize the damage?