i am somehow afraid that it will make it worse if i tell it to a doctor... is there a special medication for hearing voices specifically?? isn't there a difference in how you can hear voices?? for example i hear the voices in the sounds outside of myself mostly, for example in the sound of a stream , in the leaves of trees in the wind, or machine sounds, car sounds or also the sounds of my footsteps... it's so annoying... sometimes for a short time they help me with my thoughts but then start again to bully... the strange thing is that there are different voices and it seems to be the same intelligence... and the voices directly go at my thoughts and try to make fun of the thoughts or scare me. sometimes it made really a demon voice or so i can't explain it really well... for example shrieking... or it also showed me how it can imitate peoples' voices.. i simply can't bear how they talk... they say they want to dumb me down and that they lie with the feelings... they say stupid things but laugh saying that.. for example they say all the time "i'm a real demon king" or "we want to take your soul" but say that as if it's funny or comfortable with that feeling in the voice and repeat that all the time... or they say " we don't have to do that" or "we will stop now doing that", but they don't do that... it's so boring but unbearable really...
but i also don't really want to tell to a priest somehow... however it really seems like a being that talks to me.. i also see faces for example in trees or the clouds or on the ground that look at me really really stupidly and they also move... i don't really know what to do... why such stupid things exist???