hamster-bamster,

My main problem over the past six months, has been an over analysis of how, and why, the break up happened. The break up style used; "a sudden no contact policy", has been a rare experience for me, so I wanted to learn as much as I could from it. You are right though, the opposite of "low self esteem" is the "overestimation of one's abilities and power". I sensed, and believed, that I had little, to no, power. She had most, if not all, of the power within the relationship. She had this power, from the date and time she began our friendship/peculiar relationship in May, 2006, to the current time, when she decided to end it in May, 2014. I want to thank you for your opinion. I will take your suggestions of moving on and enjoying the moment. I have not had many relationships in the past. This was for me, a learning experience from its beginning to its end.

Sincerely,
semeon