YES! YES! YES! This is a testimony to your recovery process. There is a point in recovery when our thought process begins to change, particularly from what is someone else doing to what am I doing to bring this into my life, from why am I being betrayed rejected and abandoned to why am I forcing and bringing upon myself betrayal rejection and abandonment from people who don't always have the answers and who are human themselves. It may be before we have figured out how to end what we are doing so we are unsure if we are making progress. When you get where you are, taking responsibility for your safety and for communication (a skill that needs to be learned and practiced), you see that others really care. You become open to the possibility of recovery. It may not feel great in the moment, but recovery is coming if you stay open to that change in your thought process.