Hey Kori

I worked with a girl who tried similar SI, she had also suffered SA. She was okay, in the end. It took a long time, but I think she found a good combination of meds and a great t who really helped. I hear that it's so hard, and I'm sorry we cannot be actually with you to help you through. Can you call a crisis line and talk to someone! Please hang on in there. The spring will come round again, and the sun will shine...please stick around to feel it. Xx