I haven't SId for 17days now, as I have just proudly announced on the thread!
But, I'm feeling anxious about it.
It's hard to explain, and doesn't really make sense....I feel that it's overdue now, and if I don't do it soon then the harm will get me some other way. I feel panicky that something will happen to someone, it will be my fault because I didn't SI. I thought I could get away with not doing it.
I know it's mad...does anyone else feel like this? I may try to tell my t, but I think she will think I'm nuts (even more than usual).