i was reading your previous post about wanting to call...and then this one. i'm intrigued about what seems to be a difficulty with calling your T, for reasons I don't want to assume.

But i'm intrigued about the outcome and your thoughts and feelings....because i'm back and forth about restarting my therapy again after a two month break...and I notice a great hesitancy about wanting to even bring up the subject in a phone call again with my therapist, because i brought it up a month ago and because we are still dealing with some insurance issues (insurance are starting a review of services)....and i just fear she will reject me. i have no proof she will reject me, but i fear it, and I'm awful with phone calls. i usually feel bad after a phone call with her because she is not there and it is always "too short". (i do better in-person).

i fear calling because i fear her rejecting me.

but anyway. i'm intrigued because it seems like i'm not the only one who has issues with feeling a "need" to call the T (even sometimes right after session). so, it perhaps means some people have worked through it, to some extent.