Hi Living In Chaos,
thanks for the message, Really
sorry I couldn't be more helpful........and your parents thinking you're lying about what happened after you'd managed to talk............!!!!
Totally respect that it's complicated............but good that you're at least getting support from your therapist and psychiatrist.
And
I for one, as I'm sure
plenty of other people on here too,
aren't going to be thinking that you're lying
whatever you're able to say,
anytime about what happened if that helps even
just a very a tiny bit.

Alison