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Originally Posted by tigersassy
I'm over cycling. I don't want to hear that give it time and you'll cycle back up. I'm tired of being on a rollercoaster. I'm tired of fighting my brain. I'm tired of being behind a mask because I feel I have to be normal. I'm tired of having to take meds. I'm tired of having to see a Pdoc and a therapist. I'm tired of having to call into work because I'm ill. I'm tired of having to go to work. I'm tired of being broken.
I don't know if I'll tell my new therapist everything. I have to build up trust first. And I really don't want her to send me inpatient. I'm rambling and it could go on for hours. I'll probably post more later.
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I'm sorry that you feel this way. It can be so draining to have to carry on plodding through life pretending there is some form of normalcy when there isn't. The ups and downs, pdocs, med changes ... Can be so exhausting!