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only thing I can add is this IF you were to talk to him by phone one more time, while he is ranting and raving you just go ahead and speak your piece even though he might be yelling over top of you.
at least this way YOU know the last thing you said to him was not evil or bad, but nice. even while he is doing whatever it is he is doing on the phone, you know your last words with him were words of peace and forgiveness. he will hear it weather he knows it or not and you will feel more at peace with the whole situation.
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why me? what did I do to deserve being treated this way? and for 54 years yet!
The guy who seemed unbreakable BROKE,
the guy who always laughed STOPPED,
the guy who never stopped trying finally GAVE UP,
he dropped the fake smile as a tear rolled down his cheek and he whispered "i cant do this anymore"
then collapsed and gave up the ghost.
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