Let me start by saying that I don't know if this is the appropriate place to post, if it isn't please direct me. Also, I am a VERY closed person so posting even in this pseudo anonymous environment is a statement of how serious I consider the situation is becoming.

I am looking for suggestions of what I can do to help me cope and potentially move forward from my situation.

I have been unemployed for several years, no money but considerable financial obligations, live with and care for my elderly mother. I have recently come out of a long term relationship and have no social support whatsoever. I have no friends, no one I can talk with, and my Mother though supporting me by living with her is in no state to have any meaningful conversations. Further, it is doubtful she will be around much longer at which point I will have no means to survive.

I am obviously suffering from both depression and anxiety. I am not on any mental heath medications nor do I believe I have any mental health options in my current financial and insurance state. For those who might have better information, I live in the state of California in the U.S.A.

I fear that soon I will have only one option which is rapidly approaching. I know there is no magic bullet, but I need some options or I will have only one.