Well, i have a past where lots of things happaned and lots of things changed, i had to leave school because of what was happening and i am currently unemployed.

I am single im not in a relationship, i don't deserve to be in one, no one deserves to be with someone like me lost and empty, currently im no future to anyone i know that and i also know that no one will accept the current me. To be able to have someone by my side i need to get back at my feet first.

Maybe your boyfriend feels the same, a burden to you, its hard being at the side of the person you love while thinking that you are worthless junk, that is very painful and even if you support him the most and love him the most he will still think that he is useless or not deserving at his current state, thats probably how he feels. He must be trying to get back at his feet first before being able to be at your side.