Just like Possum, I also have sweet niece, even she is more like younger friend than child to me. I don't have any own kids, used to be pet mama. I am very scared of everything that has to do with having child, so it would need lots of mental work to even plan one, and of course I would have to be off meds, that would be too bad. Plus I wonder if I could handle a child, and what if I get sick child that needs extra attention...