She meant sexually... she's always making me uncomfortable with sexual information or innuendos or info about her partners.... (like why she lost her therapist liscanse over 9 years ago).

I... don't feel like i have the ability to walk away. I'm going tomorrow :/ I have an intake with partial hospital on Thurs... T wants to see me even when I am in there . I thought I would get away from her through this (and I really need to be in IOP, all my warning signs for relapse are up). Maybe they can help me terminate with her.
One of my selves told her we wouldn't come back, but she's not the one in front - I am. And T told her no anyway. I feel defeated. This has always been my hardest thing - walking away from unhealthy people.