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I guess I am just screwed, I cant do hormone replacement because I take nitrates for chest pain, and my kidneys are all but failed (I am working on less than 15% function) so add that to my meds (medical + psych) and it is no wonder I cannot bond, and my equipment has completely quit functioning. (yes even the ejaculate might only be enough to moisten a Q-tip if I am lucky.)
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why me? what did I do to deserve being treated this way? and for 54 years yet!
The guy who seemed unbreakable BROKE,
the guy who always laughed STOPPED,
the guy who never stopped trying finally GAVE UP,
he dropped the fake smile as a tear rolled down his cheek and he whispered "i cant do this anymore"
then collapsed and gave up the ghost.
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