And I'm going to have to change my antidepressant thanks to insurance. Making me order maintenance drugs for 3months and barely covering anything.... Eugh. Then I've got therapy tonight. We'll see how this goes. I am trying to stay positive and upbeat, maybe some of the changes I'm making in my routine will help. And irl interactions with someone who gets it will help along with new support (new therapist). It's not as dark right now, but I feel it's only a matter of time before I'm deeper in the hole.