Thank you for the replies everyone!

I don't think he cares at all what everyone thinks but I think it just hurts him that he has been planning this for a while and the outcome was not the way we imagined it to be. Just a few days ago we were so happy and eager for our trip and as he was even more because he wanted to propose.

I feel that he should consider him lucky that I am even giving him another chance. He did wrong, I'm not perfect he does plays his parts in the relationship but he messed this up and I cannot be fake and tell him hey go ahead do the proposal, I will already know it's coming and I will just say yes and we will ignore everything.

I can't be like that,because I will be lying to myself.

In fact this is a perfect way, this proofs a lot if we cannot handle arguing and his temper than we should be working on our relationship first before even considering marriage. Hey, the ring won't go anywhere if you just hold on to it and wait for the right time. That's why there are so many divorces, sometimes people just get caught up in the moment and yes because you love that person you want to have a fulfilling life together, but even though every relationship will have it's ups and downs its best to work on establishing a strong foundation together before committing to something even more serious.