I am not so sure it is about grieving for her so much but what it triggered in you. Coming face to face with death and these very difficult issues.

Like with Robin Williams. It affected many people very profoundly. It was discussed quite a bit in these forums.

When someone in a high school commits suicide it has a large impact on others. Even causing other students to go through with it.

I have had ten people in my life I was close to actually go through with it. I have had one attempt myself. I don't really fear death. Those other people didn't have a huge impact on me for some reason. I just totally understood why they would do it.

This may very well be true. It is certainly true when it is someone very close to you like a parent. You never truly get over it but you come to a place of acceptance.