
Nov 04, 2014, 10:20 AM
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Member Since: Jul 2007
Location: Indiana, USA
Posts: 1,256
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I keep trudging along because I know that's what I'm supposed to do. I have nieces and nephews that adore me (wife's words). I have my in-laws. I have my friends. Knowing all of that doesn't make this easier. It makes it harder. It seems to be crushing me. I have to keep going for all these people when all I want is too fade off screen for a while. I'm thinking about everything I've done and has been said to me and that feeds the depression which makes those thoughts worse. Vicious cycle that never seems to get better.
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PTSD possible bipolar
Meds: propranalol 20mg 2x's(blood pressure), lamictal 300mg, seroquel 100mg, effexor 75mg, sprycel 100mg (CML, chronic myeloid leukemia), iron supplement, multivitamin
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