Unfortunately I have to say YES on many levels. My sexuality as a whole is very messed up. It is so f***ed up I would be better of without it. Thankfully I'm very detached from the whole thing so I am able to function.
I'm in a relationship and I do have sex with my bf but it is just something I do without actually feeling much.
Honestly I'm happy I am just able to not feel. I don't ask for more.
I hope my T will not mess that up as she keeps asking about it with hopes of working on it. I'm not going there and risking complete hell breaking loose...no way.