Jeff, I am sorry you are feeling this way. I really feel for you and know exactly what you are going through. As Jinny said, here in the UK you always have to fight and keep pushing for everything - I have had to do this for my autistic son and now have got a place at residential school during the week, home at weekends.

Anyway, keep plugging on, don't give up too easily. Lifes a bummer when its up and down all the time, I feel like this most of the time. I am bipolar 2. Its draining and exhausting. Let us know how you get on.