Hey ((((((Dexter)))))))
Your Brain is not as it was a year ago!! Your out of bed!!
I think now you are just under alot of stress and considering all you are going thorough and all of the decisions to be made and uncertainty of it all you are handling it well.
My T says under a great deal of added stressors the 'symptoms' can flare up, until things get back to a comfortable level.
Hope you get calmed down and begin to feel better and keep up on a positive note!
Oh, Liked the analyzing story of going to the clubs. I tend to over analyze everything. Way too much. I couldn't reply the other night cause I was too busy analyzing the post. I don't dance either, hell I haven't even made it in the door for years.
Hope you have a good day

Chris
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~KRIS~
(if I didn't help, please know I do honestly have good intentions & speak through personal experiences)
If you think you have totally gave up, you haven't, because you are here!