Feeling bad. Cloudy and chilly today, really depressing. Parents fought last night. I got barely any sleep and was woken up at 8 this morning to them fighting again, only sober that time. Dad doesn't even remember any of the **** he said last night. Kept denying it and telling Mom to leave him alone. Oh, he'll be left alone, alright...
Sometimes I wonder, why am I still here? When I could be long gone?...