Hi everyone. Hoping this forum can help how I feel. I've been suffering from depression for 20 years now and the last 6 months have sent me spiralling. My Mom passed away 6 months ago and I had been living with her for 10 years and caring for her. When she died, I wanted to die with her but kept going because of my dog. Now my dog has died and I am truly alone. I'm single, no children and in my 40's. This pain is the worst I've ever felt. In a sentence, I feel like all the happy times are over.
Anyway, pretty doom and gloom but will read some posts and hopefully feel better soon. Thanks for listening. Any advice would be appreciated.

LIsa