Sometimes I need to remind myself of this, that I have a sickness. Sometimes after a long period of stability I take things for granted and maybe test the waters of things I shouldn't be doing which could trigger a relapse. So I need to keep this clear in my mind, I am not like the majority, I'm an outlier, and what might go for someone else just can't fly for me. Had a bit of a scare today, hopefully it just passes. Otherwise gotta go talk to the pdoc again..