ive def been angry at my T. i threatened to slit his throat once. he was unphased lol. but thruout all the anger i still feel positively towards him. i agree with what depletion said...i get angry at my T but it feels safe. bc i know he wont get mad at me or hurt me in return. i had to learn how to figure that out. i tested him a lot in the beginning. i dont really know why he stayed with me when it was pretty clear i didnt want to get better for a long time. i wonder what he saw in me that made him stay?