Oh Kiya......that's an easier one.....it's what one T that I tried told me when I was dealing with trauma & depersonalization after I moved here.....she said...I am not trained to deal with the depth of your problems. You need to be seeing a psychologist....

she;s JUST a live coach.......YOU SERIOUSLY need a well trained psychologist to deal with the issues you struggle with.
Tell her that you "have been thinking on it & with the serious issues that are constantly causing issues you honestly don't feel that a "life coach" is what you need to be helping you & that you will be getting a very qualified psychologist.....but thank you for your time......."
I always try to find something that will give me an easy out.....that's the best out yet......you need a licensed psychologist who is keeping up with their annual training skills & you just need a higher level professional that she herself is capable of providing.