I only attach myself to certain people, and I don't know why I've become so attached to him, other than the fact that we spend so much time together. I think there's something about him I'm just drawn to, for whatever reason. I'm trying to tell myself it's okay that he doesn't want a relationship. At least, I have his friendship, and it's a very close friendship. Maybe, in time, it will develop into more, once he realizes that I've been here all along...