I remember those days of crying all the time....in fact they've been starting again lol. I remember bringing this up in a meeting once and they all said it was a miracle I could cry and feel emotions. They were right. For so long we numbed everything out. It makes sense that the emotions will bubble over! As you continue to stay sober and work the steps on this path that you've chosen, the happiness will trickle in, I guarantee it.

You've also got the added depression to battle here. So you're definitely on that emotional roller coaster. Good for you for getting into gratitude when you saw those drunks come in.

Just know you're not alone; we all go through this. And like I said, I'm hitting emotions again at over 2 years, so we feel what we need to feel. Sounds like we'll be wheepy together. Keep on sharing!!! You're doing great!