Well... I did it kind of sort of. It was not working out and she started scheduling next week and I went with a soft option- but one that may be valid. I don't know that they'll even let me see an outside therapist in partial hospital where I am going on Thursday. T went in to shock! I told her they likely won't even let me see my med nurse because they have a pdoc who controls all.
Granted at this same program in another hospital, I insisted that I keep both My former t and pnurse. But I wasn't going to tell this t that.
She spent the entire session in shock. I have to admit, I didn't see that one coming, since I've been passively hinting that I would not be continuing for the last 5 sessions.
Suddenly she didn't want to talk trivial matters. "If it is plausible that I won't be seeing you for several months, I don't want to spend our last session talking about things that don't matter".
Ok 1. We have pretty much only talked about things that don't matter (unless we're talking about things in HER life that trigger me).
2. Plausibly??? Oh heck no. Buh bye. She is still holding out hope they'll let me see her. No way, sorry wrong number, I won't.
3. Yike! She thinks I'm returning to her after this program. Uggggh!
T: get. A. Clue. Noooooooooo!!!! !!!!!!!
Kiya: get. A. Backbone. Just say no.
Well for now, I am free of her ok well almost, I ended up promising to email her from time to time. >cringe<