What ever decision you need to make, list your prons and cons and make it. I am sure it sounds a lot easier than it really is, but you sound to me like you are procastinating at making an important decision.

Just do it, go for it and get it off your shoulders, analyze pros and cons and get it done and over with. My grandfather used to say:

"If you have a problem you can resolve, don't worry because you can resolve it. If you have a problem you cannnot resolve, don't worry either since you cannot resolve it anyhow".

Lots of love to you.

gab