I get ignored online 24/7 people talk to me in person saying, " I saw what you said, Didn't have time..." Ever single person. It's convinced me that people don't care and this ******** I'm sucked into people assume for me feeling upset about it, makes me a narcissist and the world revolves around me.

I don't care, what revolves around me everyone can go away for all I care. Just be honest with me and I'll stop. If someone really be's there and gives the attention I'm starving to have I'll stop. If I have that connection with someone. I'll stop completely. I would be inseparable with that individual and all of this will stop.

No one accepts me, it's plain and simple. I think I expect them too and they take it the wrong way. I fixed that problem, but sometimes I don't know. When I fix something on myself and committed to it. Everyone gets more negative towards me, but when I'm hurting myself and sad I get ignored.

I've had a whole town call me the worst things, family their kids and everyone when I was growing up a town with about 3000 people. Everyone knew each other. Somehow, until more people moved in from the city.