Same here, please feel free to reach out and PM me. Problem is, I'm not sure how to get notifications through email, d'oh! I have to log in to see that I've got messages. I'm pretty forgetful, so don't even remember to check for messages if I'm not logging in that day. Anyone know? Anyway, InfiniteSadness, I understand what you're going through, having been someone who has also been tormented by sadness for many years, and I may not have the answers but I'd be happy to be your friend :-)