Sorry to hear what your going through. Mixed episodes are TOUGH! Hope the session with your PCP works out and rings some relief. If it is all you can do just wait this out, it will pass. I know you have a lot of family issues right now too so it must be extremely stressful for you. I wish I knew how to help, or what you could do to help but I doubt I know anymore than you. I am thinking of you. Take care.