I could have handled things differently and truly wish I had. But the same could be said of her. Maybe we both learned something.
Her take-away from this episode is that I didn't appreciate the 5 days she devoted to her dad. Meanwhile he has gotten weaker and needs more help just to get up from his chair. Tomorrow he has an attendant for 3 or 4 hours. So I'll go home, but probably come right back. This is becoming a very consuming commitment. This incident was the last thing I needed.
I have to pull out of this demoralization. Thank you all above for listening.
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