When ever we lose some one we love or care about, it really doesn't make a difference how. Trust me, I've lost many in several ways, suicide, murder, old age, drowning, hit by car, young, old. It always sucks no matter how.

Some of them I could accept and carry on, some of them I could never accept but still carried on.

The closer you are to the person, the harder it is.

Death is a part of life.