Hi ShyPoetGirl, I've been following your posts in this thread with your situation with your parents and such. I would like for you to know that I feel the exact same way as you, so in that way you are not alone? I know it's not much help, but if you need someone to lend you an ear, you can message me or I'm sure most people here on this forum are willing to help you if a counselor of some sort is not available for you.

Best wishes and good luck!!