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Old Nov 05, 2014, 09:38 AM
Tongalee Tongalee is offline
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Originally Posted by Petra5ed View Post
You're feeling that way because the letter makes it clear she's your therapist, not your mother or a friend or whoever we may prefer they be. She wrote the letter clearly from the perspective of a therapist (and a good one) which is good... but it still sucks in comparison to what you might want her to be for you.

I get it. I hate that my therapist is my therapist. He would be a great family member, spouse preferably, or even friend. Are real people ever so nice? Not in my life. I'm feeling very depressed because of it.
I'm not sure this is spot on either. I truly don't have any interest in her continued presence in my life after therapy. I do think that I struggle with some mild maternal transference, but have worked hard on making that concept something I keep at the forefront of my mind so I know when it comes up. I don't know though, maybe you're right. I really dread the idea of talking about this with her.