I flat out asked my husband if he is going to cheat on me last night. He said no. This led to a very, very ugly conversation. I am switching back to my old doctor next month because my current doctor is relocating to an hour away. He said "I hope Dr. can friggin work miracles." He also said **** *** to me which he has never in our 11 year relationship said anything close to that. He said I've been sick for two years straight now and that would wear on anyone. He said he doesn't know what he will do if I don't change.

. I wish he would tell me how he REALLY feels. Now off to shower for the first time in four days since I couldn't take one last night. YUCK!