Doing ok so far. Still depressed, but not as bad. The book my therapist suggested I can't get for a while. Money is right thanks to car issues and health issues. This is week 3 of lamictal step up which means I'm taking 275 mg a day (Maybe the increase is helping?) Or the other things I've started to change are helping. Work stress is starting to loosen up a bit, Getting more time to focus on my job. I still think it's like a trap. But I come in do my job and go home. I'm still feeling like crying periodically. But it's improving. Maybe there it's a light or that could be my eyes playing tricks on me. Either way I'll take what I can get.