I feel the same way Petra....two years of therapy and I am about to head into a crisis soon. I will not be able to handle giving up and leaving everything I know and leaving my home, which is my safety net, to move to a place I do not know. I am going to have an utter breakdown and I want just die before it comes.
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When a child’s emotional needs are not met and a child is repeatedly hurt and abused, this deeply and profoundly affects the child’s development. Wanting those unmet childhood needs in adulthood. Looking for safety, protection, being cherished and loved can often be normal unmet needs in childhood, and the survivor searches for these in other adults. This can be where survivors search for mother and father figures. Transference issues in counseling can occur and this is normal for childhood abuse survivors.
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