because my depression is chronic and unlikely to resolve in my life, I have no problem not terminating if unnecessary. his support can't be replicated exactly - it's an intense one hour of me pouring out my darkest thoughts with the hope that i won't do something to myself. i'm open with my H and with my best friend, and at the same time i can't talk to them in the same way. not because i don't think they can't handle it but because of the nature of the relationship. they don't know how to read me.

so y'know, therapy will always be a part of my life.