I am depressed with no motivation to do anything but lay in the bed. Ask me why I am depressed and I cannot tell you. I think this is what irritates me the most is to have this mental illness and not know why. I hate going to my therapist because he seems to think its easy for me to rise from the bed and do anything. I am a agoraphobic also who finds the comfort of my home safe. He wants to tell me its my sub conscience that keeps me in fear. subconscience or not I'm not I don't have the energy to leave my bed or the motivation to leave my home. It would be nice to have others to talke to. I am on twitter daily talking so feel free to meet me on there under bipolarmilwyf.