Also in the same boat. I started a new job three weeks ago - the first job I've had since I went to the hospital in July after a suicide attempt. It's actually a great job and I feel very lucky to have found such a good match, but for the first week I was constantly nauseous and freaked out. Fortunately it has gotten better, and it's also lucky for me that it's starting out as part time then becoming full time in a few months. Hang in there.