(((Petra5ed)))

I'm sorry that things are hard right now. I hope you can let yourself believe that your therapist may REALLY CARE about you, and that other people in your life care as well.

And... if your family doesn't care, you know what? That says more about THEM then YOU. That maybe they're not very good, or kind, or worthwhile people (sorry, I hope that's not making things worse) - because YOU ARE WORTH CARING ABOUT.

It's like this... let's say you offer me a diamond worth a million dollars, and I say, "eh, no thanks, i don't really care for those colorless rocks". Does that make the diamond less valuable? Nope, it just proves that I'm an idiot!

You are worth caring about Petra5ed. You're a kind, supportive, good, smart, valuable person.

Have you talked to your therapist yet about this? Is it a sudden thing? Hang in there, and please be careful... I'd be incredibly sad if something happened to you...

(((Petra5ed))) - lots of warm gentle hugs!