I must admit as well, to having many histrionic tendencies, along with BPD. Actually, I have quite a few of the symptoms that characterize histrionics.

It is a rather unflattering sort of disorder and can be unbearable to think that "we" can be so dramatic in our expressions, especially painful ones. Even allowing those close to us to know and understand this disorder or even having tendencies towards this disorder puts us at risk of not being taken seriously insofar as the depths in which we feel our emotions.

I, myself, have yet to find a way to control these feelings, however, I do try to mask (or hide) them as much as possible, because I know, for the most part, they are knee-jerk reactions - as another member pointed out in an earlier thread - and given a few hours or so, I can come to see that it is just that - a reaction or trigger that causes an instant and over-exaggerated response.

Although my circle of family and friends that truly understand this is incredibly small, I ALWAYS try to show them my appreciation for their loyalty and continuing support.

It is also very important for me to acknowledge my over-the-top behaviours and to humbly apologize (even though they tend to sound very hollow after awhile) because I would never, ever want them to think that I take their love and patience for granted. Acknowledging these behaviours also tends to reduce their occurance somewhat.

And try to remember, there are ALWAYS varying degrees of each of the symptoms...

Altered State


BTW, I have never heard of it being called hysterical qualities. No wonder you "freaked." I would have, too!