I really feel overwhelmed right now. Today my t told me that if I did not get into some other sort of treatment (outpatient or residential) he would no longer be able to see me. I know that I have been sliding back lately, but I don't know what I will do if the only type of support I have in my life is taken away. Even though the idea scares me, it is not that I am even against treatment. My problem with it is lack of money and my job. He doesn't seem to understand that I have no means to make this happen. Even with sliding scales it will cost thousands. I am living day to day as it is. I am really scared of what is going to happen.