I've thought about that plenty of times. To move on from them. There is though another barrier. I'm homeless and they are both offering me a home of comfort but its to difficult. I feel very insignificant because they both have done so much for me and I've only been giving them heavy hearts. They won't let me go cause they can't see me destroy what I've been trying to create for myself. A better future. It just makes things a lot i difficult to let them go. I feel like I'm the inly had person here. thank you so much for the advice. I appreciate it a lot.