I am new to this so I apologize if this is not the correct place for this or if this is even too far out there for this type of forum. I have been dealing with this for about 20 years now. I have no desire to be with a guy and I have no desire to be a woman entirely. With that said I have been wearing lingerie in the bedroom for 20 years. I do it for terms of sexual gratification. You see I am comfortable with my body (male at birth) but in the bed room while dressed I wonder what it would be like to be a woman. A part of me really hates myself for this, and the other part does not care because it feels good. I really do not know what to do. I could really use some advice. Thanks