Heya all,
Well, so yesterday I came back from my first visit with my psychotherapist. It took a while to for everything to sink in but all in all I went from a Bipolar II to a Bipolar I, she (for now) took away the BPD, but then added OCD but to be fair all of what she diagnosed me with makes perfect sense to me, especially with the events that has happened in my life. My complete Diagnosis goes as this: BP1, PTSD, OCD, GAD, ADHD, and social anxiety. It's rough! OH! And she asked me if I thought if in was still manic and I said I don't think so, and she said yes you are still manic. Well I didn't believe her until that night! I've been up since 2am, yet now I'm sinking slowly, not sure how to handle this...I just had to vent. ~Angel~
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"Pretending to be 'NORMAL'
Doing your best to act like you're ok...
.....day after day....
.....week after week...
....month after month....
It's just so EXHAUSTING!"
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